i cant really sleep tonight..2moro is my new work day..i will wake up at 7am..still dono i can wake up o not..now already 3 o clock in the morning...all my head is mess up with things around...it's hurt when i want to contact the one i cant contact...i don even can pay the phone bill...i so miss you that i really want to chat few more minutes...but my dad...don allowed...because he cant pay too...he's not working now...i miss the time..you wont close the conversation easily...and now...it's just so fast..maybe im thinking too much..my friend call me to find a girlfriend...i just tell my friend..don joke with me..i cant even pay my phonebills now...sometimes just make myself drunk...people thinks im happy..but actually im empty...some of the girls like people think bout their feelings, why din you think bout my feeling?when i put you in my 1st, what is actually my ranking in your mind?when you are awake and realize,why don't you count how many times i've been hurt and just acting nothing happen around?and all i hope is...the another girl that stand on door is not another heartache on my list..so maybe i just do the same..make myself inside the heartache list of other one..hahas..sometimes or maybe i will think too much..there's a song..i love it.
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