Lost Target now...

My mum call me this morning help her at her job.It's so tired that..i even lazy to do anything right now...my friend keep calling me out..my money just keep fly away..and now i still blank in my head how to get money...but i know if i wan to get some $$ 1st i need a car...even to find a job...but i think its too late to find a job..i jus have to run my things..it's also a problem without a car..sometime i think i don wan to continue my study anymore..but i don wan to let my mum dissapointed..jus wish i quickly finish my study...and hope there's no more anything happen to me..coz im not like last time...a watch a singapore movie"money not enough 2"..in that movie..i find a word that is really usefull.."even worst than poor is no love".